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nolynching @ 2005-05-29T12:58:00

2005-05-29T17:59:37Z

This journal's retired, but I don't want to delete it.
You can take it off your friends list now.
Buh bye.

Derranged homeless dudes in apocalypse movies are so annoying

2005-05-15T08:55:44Z

So I've got this spray candy stuff, and I sprayed it all over my mouth and it's really sticky and I can't lick it all off.

This movie May is fucked up and stupid, but in a good way. Aaand the music's good.

Today was weird. I slept a lot, then hung with Arlene, then slept some more, hung with Gabriel, Alia and Justin and then with a few random people at JD's house, with a few instances of Miguel.
Alia and Gabriel brought over a strange movie, and we all watched and laughed and stuff.

There's this mystery bruise with a cut on it on my head and it's so tender that it makes my eyes tear when I touch it. I don't even knooow what could've caused it.
Also, I didn't even realize it's 3:30am. Miguel didn't call me back, so I'm assuming he's sleeping. Boo to him and poo on him. You wouldn't believe the things I make when I'm bored.

Moodle's such a terrible thing. So is spraying sour candy into Tubby's mouth, but I do it anyway.

I have a tendency to write about Mexican olive trees. I can relate their flowers to anything, I promise (I swear, WHATEVER).

Good moaning!

Whoa geez and omigod.

2005-05-11T04:26:43Z

Today I gave the speech I wrote this morning and charmed Ms. Ashley into a 92. My thigh highs didn't fall and my high heels weren't so painful, making my day a little less horrible than I'd predicted.
Miguel is honest and understanding, and I'm lucky, lucky, so lucky to have him. aww

I purchased a ridiculous amount of food today at the HEB to which I'm applying, the same one Miguel's applying to. We both have connections so perhaps that sort of dicksucking will get us in.

I felt so nice after today that I bought imitation Calvin Klein perfume.

Alexa is so nice for doing all the dissecting in biology. Nonetheless, I have to draw, which means being nauseous all period and then some. :(

I really appreciate my friends. I don't know how else to put it. Even when I'm only responsive by force, I'm glad you're all around.

I drew pictures from the photos I took today. They're funny because I can't draw well at all. The subjects of some of the drawings are almost indecipherable.

Tomorrow's an A day, and I don't have my presentation for biology. What the fuck!

Chris and I with cinnamon gum wrappers stuck to our forehead with spit.

andddd
The original name for the butterfly was 'flutterby'!
I just didn't know that.

Everyone looked so beautiful last night.

2005-05-09T01:46:18Z

My prom date didn't show. It was like something out of a shitty brat pack movie, especially when the prettiest boy at prom ditched his mean date to tell me all night that I looked beautiful. That was ridiculously awesome. I wonder what goes through the head of someone who ditches their prom date. I'm over it- my night was so amazing!

--
I think Atul just got cold feet. He is painfully shy, and somehow I think he wasn't raised to be very conscientious- I have anecdotes that don't involve me. He didn't have the decency to call before prom. It just felt like he thought I wasn't even worth that small expenditure of energy. And that's exactly why I won't be talking to him anymore. If you saw me dancing, however, you know I had fun. And if you saw me at the island, you are sure I had fun running in the sand and getting stopped by the pigs. Duro!

Guacamole gorging

2005-05-03T05:04:32Z

1. What was your first car?
Little Tykes car

2. Where did you grow up?
Weslaco

3. Where do you live now?
McAllen

4. What is your name?
Sofia

5. What is your pet's name?
Tubby

6. What is your favorite food?
Tempeh

7. What is your favorite drink?
Chai

8. What is your favorite song?
I'm on Fire

9. What is your favorite smell?
Mud

10. What is your favorite pair of shoes?
Chunky chanclas

I burned my hand with hot oil while cooking tempeh. Fuck youuu, favorite food! The oil just nonchalantly wiped my skin off like nuh uh epidermis, you gotta go, I want the dermis to show. It's the first time I've ever gotten a second degree burn. But it's not even that big, just a line across my knuckles. It, however, hurts like a bitch.

The English AP test really soured my mood today, but turkey breath fixed that fast.
I left school feeling a lot better than when I got there, mainly because of my BFF and my husband.
But two doses of Tylenol PM still can't make me sleep lately. What on this fat Earth is going on?

School needs to end. Tomorrow. I've totally checked out. Haha gross.

Bill Gates gives me window dreams

2005-04-29T04:03:34Z

Hey Bill Gates is your supermodel wife home?
Did she go and leave you all alone?
I've got a bad desire
Oh oh oh I'm on fire

Tell me now baby is she good to you?
Can she do to you the things that I do?
I can take you higher
Oh oh oh I'm on fire

It's like someone took a Mac, baby,
Obsolete and dull, and
Carved a six-inch bug through the
middle of my operating system.

At night I wake up with the sheets soakin wet and a
Monopoly man running through the middle
of my head and
Only you can cool my desire
Oh oh oh I'm on fire"

I got your stick and want your automatic

2005-04-28T03:47:27Z

Name: full: Sofia Nicole Rivera
Nicknames: Sofie
Age: 17
Birthday: October 1, 1987
Birthplace: McAllen
Current Location: McAllen
Eye color: brown
Hair color: strawberry blondish
Height: 5'3
Right / Left handed: right
Heritage: I've got mexican, american indian and french grandparents.
Screen name: he4vyweights
First thoughts waking up: is there time to sleep longer?
Best physical feature: maybe my shoulders or my feet
Current crush: hahha ______
Your bedtime: twoish
Favorite drink: water and chai
Favorite food: indian
Chocolate / Vanilla: vanilla
Cappuccino / Coffee: coffee
Single or group dates: single
Do you smoke: i'm working on not.
Do you swear: chronically
Do you shower daily: yes
Do you want to go to college: yes
Do you want to get married: yes
Do you want kids: yes!
Do you believe in yourself: most of the time!
Do you get along with your parents: yes

Do you like thunderstorms: yes
Have you been in love: possibly once
In the past month have you drank alcohol: yes, but not excessively.
Ever been drunk: yes.
Ever been called a tease: not to my face
Ever been called a flirt: sure
Ever been in a fight: not since 2nd grade
Weakness: boys that make me laugh.
Fear: tornados, cats and the dark
How do you want to die: saving someone
What do you want to be when you grow up: a manager of some sort of shelter or orphanage, perhaps a social worker
What countries do you want to visit: any on Africa
Favorite band(s): I don't know!
Favorite movie(s): I don't know. Maybe Neverending Story or Spice World
Most recently seen movie: Spice World
Best friends: alia and justin and george and laura because they know everything.
Enemies: I don't know
Number of CDs i own: a lot
Number of piercings: two, one in each ear.
Number of things in my past that i regret: only a couple

In a boy/girl -
Favorite hair color: any
Height: perhaps just taller than me
Weight: under 100000 will do.
Eye color: my favorite is brown.
Style: haha I really don't care
Personality traits: funny and honest
Have you ever kissed a member of the opposite sex: yeah
Of the same sex: ha yeah
Last person you had a sleepover with: I slept at Waldo's, but it wasn't awesome
Last person you hugged: Miguel, aw
Last person you missed: afjleajre
Last person you talked to: my sister Janel
Last person you loved: who cares! I love Judy Blume

"Peanuts and whistles" means "I had a good day".

turky fine breath?

2005-04-26T05:02:10Z

Oh yesss
Things have been sweet.

I call and call Alia, and there is no answer.
Challenge Day was a disaster for me because I was too sick and weak to be enthusiastic. Mrs. K Warrignton, queen of tact, said "Gosh Sofia, you doin all right? You look so sick and tired"
I was like :D I'm fine and then I sucked all the botox out of her face with the vacuum we created from a milk jug and a styrofoam cup!
I was the only girl in my group, and I only knew one person. This guy with one brown eye and one blue eye kept talking about radio waves, but he made no sense.

Schoolwork has been simple, excepting English. I even started to understand Algebra II wtf

Thanks to Steve for making me fried bananas and rice, since I'm sickazoid and don't wanna cook.
Also, thanks to Justin for NOTHIN... except awesomeness. Doesn't everyone act shitty sometimes? Fuck your bum if you say no.

I read painfully slowly. I don't even realize that I'm taking ten hours to read a page until I look at the clock. At least I don't just lie in bed waiting to sleep anymore. But tonight just lying around might be enjoyable. There is a face I like to picturee.

nolynching @ 2005-04-18T23:48:00

2005-04-19T04:57:39Z

Bitches ain't shit. Purging my everyday life of bitches ain't easy.

I'm going to PROM. I have to find a dress and soon would be cool. I don't even know where to look!
I got these little pamphlets in the mail today from nazi I mean Peta, and I guess I'll be handing out this militant stuff on the 22nd.

Tubby choked on something the other night and threw me into a panic that made me hit my ass on the kitchen island four times. I was probably more scared of getting a blood clot on my buttcheek than of Tubby dying since he is superdog.

sexiest Czech Republic prime minister ever.

I've been watching TLC all evening, and there are so many scary stories, especially Christie's Story.
I love my friends hehehe

black stacy, they call me black stacy

2005-04-04T03:29:32Z

Of course all I've thought about lately is school, and how if I just did some of the work, I wouldn't feel so useless. But boo hoo
Baked my hair while I was baked, but you'll see what I mean later.
I love my sisters because they dance and throw themselves on the floor; cuddle stuffed animals and apologize when they eat big beefs in front of me.
Tonight was the first night in a long time I felt like I needed to pick up something with words in it. Because I finally slept over four hours, and the feeling is amazing. So weed was the instigator of a good sleep regimen.
Hahaha I can feel myself getting so much better.
I have to go laugh.

sickie

2005-03-31T07:24:31Z

I'm ecstatic because

I have a nosebleed.

But!
The first picture was taken in our fiery hotel in Houston on the Astronomy Club trip.
And the second was taken a few minutes ago.
I have no idea what valve burst or whyyy, but it doesn't hurt and I feel woozy.
por queeeeeee?
Nobody forget that Javi's birthday is Friday. Weird!

I made up with a friend I thought I hated. Toga party next weekend if maternal overseer permits.
I did math homework, and Mrs. Wolpin didn't accept it- I could've cried.
I did a lot this morning, but Alia is my savior. Now if only I could sleep. I can't read Cruddy to sleep because it makes me so giddy.

Justin worked all today, and yeah, I'm updating about his day in my journal because I can't believe he was at work for 13 hours.

hahah weird post

hehehae

2005-03-29T05:55:42Z

HE4VYWEIGHTS: sister hazel rules
WASTED1982: who's that>?
HE4VYWEIGHTS: my mom's band
HE4VYWEIGHTS: google them
WASTED1982: id like to hear them
HE4VYWEIGHTS: they're playing at tom and jerry's tomorrow night
WASTED1982: really
WASTED1982: lets go
WASTED1982: im off tomorrow
HE4VYWEIGHTS: well i'll be there duh.
HE4VYWEIGHTS: awesome!
HE4VYWEIGHTS: justin's all sad that he's working

labial bandana print tattoos

2005-03-28T10:08:31Z

Houston's repuuuulsive but I had a good time. Mr. Riggins and I bonded during late-night car rides to find me some vegan dinner.
I got called a white bitch at Moody Gardens. teheee because I'm totally the white

There was a fire in the hotel we stayed at and at the Space Center. We had to evacuate both places. we're so cursed. The fire in the hotel was just one door down the hall from me so I totally smelled smoke when I woke up because of the alarm. I was all alone, and I naturally forgot all the stuff about not touching the doorknob. My throat burned from two seconds of the smoke, but the fire wasn't huge or anything. The handsome concierge put it out with a fire extinguisher.

The rest was annoying, and a lot of dumb things happened this past week.

mhm. I'm waking up in a couple of hours to make lasagna and cheesecake.

my aunt saw me on tv! Apparently there was a camera crew at the Meatout in Alamo that I didn't notice. I wonder what I was doing.

I made faux feta before I left to the astronomy club trip, and it's blanketed in mold now. booo
Mr. Riggins has a son in culinary school. I've been thinking about that a lot a looot. Who would've thought?

Did I mention Justin is awesome for taking me to the Harlingen aiport at 6 in the morning? And for being such an understanding bastard

Today George, Alia and I went to Alex's house unannounced and I gave him food and a horse for his cousin. I really did pray even though I feel so wrong sometimes.

Things are looking up and what? Third time's a charm! Maybe he and I will try to get it right or maybe we won't. Neither of us is needy so just chill! We could get a lot from each other.

bobehhh

2005-03-22T06:38:40Z

Jordan went a little crazy with her camera this morning. The above is just me talking on the phone with possibly the best boy in the world, but let me demonstrate her craziness further:

Those are August's repulsively veiny penis arms. mmm

I could easily say today was fucking shitty motherfucker buuuut I got a new watch. And I have to claim how in like I am or I will explode.
I slept on the couch in my underwear and WROUGHT on English and history. I could live off laughing to myself and reading Emma Goldman. That is a big fat lie. Because as soon as I get too sleepy to read, I want to be with I only know who.

George, Melissa, Alex and I went and saw Ring II. So of course I got the seat nearest the loud cholas that screamed every time Samara came on screen. Selina and Alia came over last night, and I liked it a lot. Us, the trio, is easy to like.

I miss Justin dearest. I miss him I tell ya.

I am doing well in all classes save for Biology, but that is a given that I'm tired of talking about. I have Math TAKS tutorial for a goddamn 71. I suck at math so Thoreauly that it makes me want to make fun of myself. I am a corny English-lover so GODDAMN. I hope Fatherree never reads this.

I'll be in Houston this weekend with the rest of the active Astronomy Club. I'm going to be taking about 84 Luna Bars and 90 boxes of rice.

nolynching @ 2005-03-17T00:06:00

2005-03-17T06:59:51Z

I was sooo surprised at the ease with which I completed my exams today. I hope my grades demonstrate that and things. The Biology II exam, however, is going to slice my biology-loathing face.

Alex and I were caught in a funny situation today. A couple of missed phone calls angered me? My period must be coming soooon. B) It was funny because my intentions were so pure. But it's okay because chillin with friends isn't a crime. Especially extreeemely non-threatening friends.

The whole house is sleeping, and I should be, too, but I keep thinking about things that don't reeeally matter but are good to think about. Like why there aren't any good crossword puzzles out there and howww do I make banana bread and how I'm going to spend the rest of my life just trying to relax.

Whenever I am feeling slightly off, I read pages of Cruddy. kiiinda weird. It has no real immediate lesson, just great storytelling and I feel like myself again seconds after reading from it.

I've made a decision to start a garden and compost pile some time before this month ends.

This ain't no haiku, and what you heard is true
Sofizzle is super fresh and so mothafuckin new
I don't eat meaty and I don't eat cheesy
I like boys and girls, but I ain't sleazy
17 years into this motherfucking game, I gotta claim
I'm super fine and sublime, with a tight gine
Lia is my main girl, Dani's got my back
Arlini, que cochini-- s'all I gotta say about that
Violence is my main man, Justin's on my paid plan
We're symbiotic, love narcotics, we're l-i-t, man.
Sittin at Sci Tech, keep Stephen Hawking in check
Boys with big breasts, failin PE tests
Wolpinator's a buzz terminator and her boobs got no perk
And yeah I wish I could stay but I got homework
UH

Rap fever's goin around

pansy

2005-03-15T07:36:17Z

School's nice, but I went grocery shopping with Alex and his mom. She threw cauliflower at me, and Alex saved my face from it! Honestly. whateverrrr, I caught a bell pepper.
Biking in Austin was by far my favorite besides braving some city blocks with Alia and later getting too baked to bike.
I bathed Tubby and washed dishes and wiped dust off the TV. Just some of the finer points of my afternoon. I really do enjoy cleaning, and I can think of one person whose room could use me.
I haven't touched Living My Life in a few days. that's disturbing enough- I don't neeeeed the fact that I haven't had a good night's sleep or meal to come creeping up on me, too.

I saw a former teacher of mine today, Mr. Creepy Cameron from Morris. He's still weird.

I could use some Love Below or maybe some Aquemini. Speaking of which, I got whined to about the actions of Eric, Omar and Justin on Saturday. It's not like I laughed hard!

Justin and I had comb fights or whatever; we reenacted West Side Story.

My friends are wildly deserving of love.

Sleeping

2005-03-01T06:27:46Z

Choose a band and answer these questions in only song titles by that band.
get boys

Are you a male, or female:
"punk bitch game"

Describe yourself:
"i'm not a gentleman"

How do some people feel about you?
"another nigger in the morgue"

How do you feel about yourself?
"gota let your nuts hang"

Describe your ex-girlfriend/boyfriend:
"quickie"

Describe your current girlfriend/boyfriend:
"homie don't play that"

Describe where you want to be:
"the other level"

Describe what you want to be:
"ain't with being broke "

Describe how you live:
"fuck a war"

Describe how you love:
"we can't be stopped"

But Kershner loved you.

2005-02-28T05:54:09Z

Today Justin witnessed my neverending stomach capacity.
Justin, George and I went to Michael's, then the mall, where I saw Alex Spish and Danielle and other assorted school people. What we did at the mall was completely unconventional. It's not like I looked at clothes and George and Justin made noises. I like Justin's face.
Javi's MIA aka working.

My kidneys have been weirdish all weekend. Doctor's this weekend!
I suffer in silence to Emma Goldman. She doesn't "take the edge off" of anything; she just makes everything so much more clear. Hypnotic effect, maybe.
Her storytelling isn't easy to follow. There are flashbacks within flashbacks, and the comfort of italics or separations isn't even offered. So the fatigue I feel at the end of a paragraph read four times over is quite probably a hint at how exhausting it was to be her, and not how tiring it was to recollect any given event.
I probably won't go to school tomorrow with a pain like this. I'll take time off to bathe Tubby.

-edit-
Things that make you go hmm..
Carrot juice in my cereal wtf so good
My mom letting me stay home from school because "you look white" I'm Mexican, mom I promise
Tubby sleeping still
Justin hiding barbeque in the backseat of his car
Laura looking tired after "arguing" in a car
Me not being hungry. just wait.

I am a member of 3 cliques of size 6

embalmenationof, nolynching, stvitustanz, selinahere, xfuriousgeorgex, kidradical

thepantryboy, in_particular_, nolynching, morethan_u_know, in_action, teenagemustache

nolynching, stvitustanz, selinahere, xfuriousgeorgex, kidradical, katastrophie77

yess

rebel rap family

2005-02-25T04:40:44Z

Soldaderas.
Goldman is the honorary Russian soldadera I love

it'd be nice if you could pull me into town

2005-02-22T03:53:07Z

I roused myself early this morning and went to Santa Ana Wildlife Refuge with Javi. We walked for ninety minutes, and at the end, he saw a tick trying to nestle its nasty body in his furry leg.
Then Justin and I went to ropa, and I scored a brown floral dress, another NKOTB shirt and a New York City tshirt with glitter. and another shirt with nothing special. 81 cents
There was a point at which a baby was crawling on me.
Then we went to Barnes and Noble, and magazines actually have ads with sound now.
we saw "Dr. Hottie," except it wasn't really him.

So today was very good, although I spent most of it hungry and tired and rubbing my nose from dusty piles of clothes.

Scrabble with George, Javi, and Adrian the other day was pretty neat. I got 2nd place.
My sister and I bonded over 50 Cent and jump roping/hoop shooting. She is the cutest and most kindhearted 11-year-old. My other sister discovered the internet and stopped talking to everyone.

My hearing's going crazy, and I hope I don't lose it.
Emma Goldman late at night, after pasta, after Tubby and JJ.

My mom's got freckles and covers them up with make up. Whyyy
She's such a pretty lady.

I have trouble with faith, but I'm trying

2005-02-04T21:54:55Z

Things aren't very good. Tio Matt's funeral is Monday. It just feels like he's still in Austin, avoiding his entire family. I guess that'll change when I see him for the first time in a couple of years and he's in a casket.

I found out scary things last night. Truly frightening. I'm grateful for telephones and the false security I find in praying. I think it helps if you shut your eyes so tight it hurts.

My day just got better.
A package from Javi juuuust arrived in the mail. It contains assorted granola, white BISMATI rice, a Luna bar, a Clif bar, a bottle of badass spice, the Rock n Roll High School DVD, three metal CD's, a paper, a bolt, a jack-o-lantern whoopee cushion?! and a poster of Malcolm Young and Angus Young AND an awesome shirt with a cobra on it.
wtf.
It makes my package look like a waste of space! A CD, a tape, a letter, a recipe and a construction paper cutout. And I don't even remember if I put the bookmark in there. Oh well! I hope he likes my fresh mix of severely cool songs including jams by Slick Rick.

I feel like saying that I love all my friendssss so I love all of my friends. Thinking about all this stuff is impossible. Clotheswashin time.

Harold

2005-01-24T06:53:24Z

Today I totally got oiled with Javi and friends in Mexico. Then we made little baked tofus with vegetables and rice and ginger sauce. Javi brought me home. Our bike dates have been cancelled twice since it's cold, and I guess he's never heard of earmuffs and bandanas.
When I got home I took off my pants to make a sandwich because I eat all the time!

Saturday, Alia drove adventurously, and we found some nice stuff while thrifting. Javi, Alia and I saw Phantom of the Opera, which was sick beyond belief and not in a good way.

Friday, Laura, Alex H, Alex S, Jason, Mikey and I ditched school, and everyone has gotten caught, except me. I feel horrible.

School in five hours, wtf. All my friends will be in detention.

This show is guaranteed awesome

2005-01-24T04:23:54Z

sure beats any other option.

2005-01-10T06:05:05Z

Last night and today were especially nice. I got to see Justin, hang with my sisters and even phone a boy I thought I'd stopped loving. Javi introduced me to the veg menu at Hop Tung. I was so full. I purposely left the leftovers in Javi's car. He paid, after all. George, Javi and I saw the Life Aquatic. Willem Defoe kills me. I didn't see Laura all weekend, and the only time Alex came over, I fell asleep.

I made some good biscuits and curried tofu. Alex just comes over to play San Andreas and eat my rice and tofu. I'm halfway through rereading The Color Purple. Sometimes I just can't put down old books and read the ones I should be reading.

GEORGE!

2005-01-03T09:13:35Z

New Year's Eve and Day were just my inebriated family in Corpus Christi playing poker and sipping menudo around a plastic table. I have no official resolutions. But if you ask me, I will say that I quit my drug of choice December 23, and I'll quit smoking some time this year.

I got pretty tipsy in front of the family and played pool and danced to rap, only one of those being out of character.

I'm accident-prone. Jason slammed the car door on my hand, and I spilled his uncle's latte all over the floor. My shoe tore, and I cut the pallet of my mouth with a shard of ice. There was blood all over my teeth.

I'm dreading school's commencement because of biology and the play in English. and I lost the library's copy of Of Mice and Men. But Danielle and Arlene are there, so I'm encouraged.

I drove Laura's car around a parking lot today. My braking sucks.